I'm about 15 days away from turning 45, phew, I take a breath and take some time to reflect on the events of the last twelve months. The conclusion I've reached is… that I've made by far the most challenging and important decisions I ever imagined in my life plan.

I will begin by thanking God for His perfect timing and His infinite mercy, which has been manifested in how He works in my life. Despite moments of pain, confusion, and great sadness, He has given me the strength to rise again, stronger than ever.

I remain firmly convinced that everything that happens to us in this life has a purpose, and discovering what that purpose is part of the reflection and time we dedicate to that task. This past year has been marked by necessary pauses that led me to introspection and the discovery of who I am and what I want in the near future. Frankly, I decided to be authentic and surround myself with people who accept me as I am and bring light into my life.

I'm also in the process of acknowledging that some relationships have run their course. They had their purpose, but it's necessary to let go for my own good and for the sake of wisdom. I thank those people, wish them immense happiness, and hope that life returns to them all they once gave me with their advice, joy, and companionship. Now I know our paths are no longer aligned.

I had 12 months to unlearn and let go of so many patterns that hurt me for so long; now I embrace myself with love and know that I am unique, without duplicity.

Finally, I am breathing new air in a city that welcomed me with open arms and brought me a new work experience, colleagues who have become friends, and acquaintances I feel I have known for so long that I can fully trust them.

I am ready to say goodbye to 45 and welcome 46 with a grateful heart and open arms, so that a new adventure may begin.

Written by:

Patricia Orantes Alarcón